Doc was an amazing and loving man who brought people
together to share laughs, stories and great food. Doc was a client of mine back in 2003 and suffered from
schizophrenia. He was Jamaican and
had a gift for cooking his native foods, his weekly meal became a time when
everyone gathered together in the residence. His cooking became my greatest asset in reaching out to my clients and staff.
The joy of his meal brought even the most elusive of clients
home, relaxed and full for the evening.
I soon changed my schedule and began working later on Doc’s assigned day
to cook. It was a great feeling to
look around and see everyone interacting, laughing and enjoying the
moment. They all had so many
problems, staff and clients alike, but in this moment they were united.
This united feeling translated into treatment, because they
had begun to know and trust each other. The greatest irony was that this was the most difficult
residence we ran at the time, a 24-hour staffed group home for those with
mental illness and substance abuse treatment needs. This was the house where clients went missing on a regular
basis, individuals were hospitalized on a regular basis and treatment was
complicated by the fact that many of the clients did not want to engage in
treatment. This made Doc’s weekly
gathering a rare and opportune moment for any treatment planning and
implementations to occur.
Doc was around just long enough for the schedule and routine
to stick and in his absence staff and clients worked together to
try and replicate his cooking. I
recall when he went missing and the feeling of worry. I called every hospital and police station in the Boston
area. I faxed his picture and info
to everyone I could, including the state morgue. Poor Doc lied there for seventeen days before anyone was
notified. He died at the track so
I tell myself he was happy, he loved that place.
His funeral was like nothing I had ever experienced. The raw emotion at the grave took all
my strength. His mother fell into
my arms struck by grief and his brother hurried over to stand her up
again. He was such a handsome man,
the youngest of nine children he looked just like his older brother Doc. He was a gentle man like his brother
too, he had the same kind soul.
Following the funeral was a celebration of Doc’s life,
complete with great food and music.
For hours all those who loved and knew Doc danced, laughed and
celebrated. What a contrast to how
I had been raised. I recall
thinking, this is what I want people to be like when I die.
Residential being what it is, before long there were all new
staff and all new clients living there in Doc’s home, but every Wednesday night
the group came together for dinner.
Rest in Peace Doc
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